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January 7th, 2007

11:41 pm - your only digging a deeper hole SORRY TO SAY, BUT IM NOT SO MUCH A PUSH OVER SOME OF YOU MAY HAVE THOUGHT- I BASE A FRIENDSHIP ON TRUST AND HONESTY AND IM NOT GOING TO LET SOMEONE MAKE ME FEEL AS THOUGH I'VE MISUNDERSTOOD SOMETHING WHEN IT WAS QUITE CLEAR WHAT HAD HAPPENED- AND IM SORRY YOU FEEL AS THOUGH YOU NEED TO JUSTIFY YOURSELF WITH LIES SO YOU CAN SLEEP BETTER AT NIGHT- I GAVE YOU 100% OF MY TRUST, AND I HAVE EXPRESSED ALL ASPECTS OF MY LIFE AND BEEN HONEST.. I WAS THE FOOL WHO GOT HURT- BUT THROUGH HURT I WILL BETHE BETTER PERSON- its not about selling the ticket- its about your actions you chose at the time of the event- i did not lose out,i gained, i realised who my true friends were- and im sorry you are now not one of them. Current Mood: blank Current Music: bob sinclar- love generation

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January 4th, 2007

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August 4th, 2006

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August 3rd, 2006

04:00 am i just got home from my night out with a boy- i met up with him at king street wharf and went to cargo bar and sat around talking with him all night- i think i like this boy Current Mood: hehehe

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August 1st, 2006

11:18 pm UPDATE-cancer kills I was on the train from TAFE tonight and bought myself Zoo Weekly.. I had a lady lean over the seat and grab an Mx magazine, she looked at what i was reading and i just had to have been looking at the page where boobs are all over the place, she sat back down and went "pfft MEN".. She made me feel like a dirty boy, i only got it cuz one of the girls from my school is in it. Tommorrow night i am going on a date with a boy.. im kind of nervice but excited, he isnt like anyother person i had been with- not just some random person i have just met, i have known him a while now- it feels weird cuz he always comes into my work, he came in 2 times on sunday night just to see me, and also get his script printed- hes cute, but very different Current Mood: flirty

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July 17th, 2006

10:32 pm well its been a while since i have updated here- so here goes things are going oright in my life atm i spose, working too much and need to start getting out more often.. going to be moving out within a month to the city so i can be cose to work and Tafe which i will be starting tomorrow afternoon which is exciting as i miss school. im going to be studying Retail Supervision so i can focus on my one year goal i have set myself..i nthe world of love- i think i may have developed feelings for a "str8" boy, so he has said- but his actions and words tell a complete other story. And also have feeling for another person who i see come through my work and have recently started getting to know- he is different from people i have met in the past- this one is more mind challenging which i like. So there is my delmar.. i have always said i wanted to move into the city- but just as im moving away from it all (or soon to be) i realise im going to be moving away from some of my closest friends who have stuck by me over the past few months while my mum had been sick- but then again i will starting a fresh chapter in my life and see those i have neglected over the months in which i had not seen them.. the other night seeing Moisha and Jason leave made me realise 'friends, no matter how often we see each other can still come together and hang out after months of not seeing each other, cna hang out as if time had not passed by all to fast' well thats how i see it. anywho i shall be off to bed- had a hectic day at work today- i get the next 2 day s off work and then go into my new role for 3 weeks as project coordinator- its crazy, i cant believe they have left me with so much resposibility even after not being there all to long talk to yall later ladies bye Current Location: home- grabbing my breasts Current Mood: naughty Current Music: killing me softly

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March 13th, 2006

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December 13th, 2005

11:29 pm - the summer feeling is in the air well well well... it has been a while since i last wrote in here.. things have taken a reasonable good turn since the last time... mum is better, wont full recover for another 10 or so months according to the dr's, i have been getting out as much as possible lately and have met a really awsome guy... his name is Miles. He is 18, is hot, and i feel as though he is on my level of mind.. its jsut very early stages, but i have never really connected with someone the way i feel about this boy,. he is the sort of boy i would bring home to meet my mum.. i guess i will have to see how things go.. I found it rather funny, i use to check him out at my gym and think "omg, he is so hot, too bad he's str8", but when i met him, i didnt realise it was him until we drove past the gym and he went " thats my old gym that i use to go to" and yeah, i kinda clicked.. anywho, enough of my ranting.. i hope everyone is doing well, and would love to catch up with all of u at some point very soon. Current Mood: happy Current Music: cher

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October 26th, 2005

08:08 pm I hate this time of year... it is always depressing... why cant one year go past where there are no dramas in my life... and why does it always tend to be round this time of year that they do tend to occur.. my birthday is in 11 days time... i dont know what i want to do... i probably wont have any money to do anything.. things at home are very stressful at the moment.. mum is still not well, it feels as though the shit is going to hit the fan shortly... i so wish i could just run away and start a new life and forget about everything.. i wish i grew up in a family where things were normal, and live a happy life... i wish everything would be simple, not having to worry about paying other peoples debts off.. for my birthday, i just want to do something with everyone, and just forget about things. Current Mood: arggghhh

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August 15th, 2005

11:36 pm i wish that life was jsut a walk in the park.... i wish that everything was perfect and nothing could go wrong... yet that just doesnt happen in my life... i warned my mum about her ex b4 she even got back with him... i dont think that was enough... he split her eye while he was trying to fight me... i think i may be developing a black eye... but i got him good.....im not going to be the one that comes off the worst.... i need to move out as soon as possible.... anyone else planning on moving out anytime soon... i just need to get away from all this shit.... my life has been full of all this, and im 18 now, i think its time for a new start.... good night yall, and maybe tomorrow will bring a better day Current Mood: depressed

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July 13th, 2005

10:02 pm ok.. so im sitting here listening to casey donovan- listen with your heart and it brings back tragic memories...of dave... the night i met him, i met him in a lovely place called arq... many people may recognise this place, some for reasons such as passing out, flashing their boobies, and vomiting...and no, i dont mean just nATALIE.... well anyways... this one night 3 young gentialmen walk into this club, and that was the last they saw of each other until the next day when we all wonder how we got to three places off the town called sydney.... well i took a lovely trip around the place with this boy named dave to places i had never been, and meeting people i had never met or seen and the saga goes... i liked this boy lots and lots yet, i didnt really know anyhitng about him and he knew nothing about me. but somehow we stayed together for one and a half months... so the fucked up storey goes, it ends with the realisation of this... the other night at a club, i run into his flat mate at a club... and i dont know, but things just keep coming back into my head about all the past... so i just feel as though i need to relieve them... just seems as though im surrounded by people and things everytime i go out, nd it has reflected on personal relationships which have developed since then... so i have kinda distanced myself from key factors the past few months. anywho, i have started my new job and it is going really well... there is another trainee being trained with me, and im like so much better.... he runs around taking notes of everything trying to remember and here i am already serving and producing things on my own... i keep being told im learning everytihng extreemly fast, but i cant just go "i know" cuz it would seem modest of me to do so... so i just think it in my head hehehe... Current Mood: gooooble Current Music: listen with your heart

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June 30th, 2005

12:28 pm - i ought to be congradulated yes thats right.... Mr Wright got himself a new job hehehe... i start training on the 11th of july... its nothing fancy though, its just a printing place, but the starting rate is 14.25 p/h, which i think is ok... im still going to keep my job at kfc and earn extra money so i can move out and then save up for me car... so now i am a very busy man.... 2 jobs, one man, one goose.... should be the slogan for the next olympics i recon Current Mood: play with my fanny Current Music: slinkee mix Summer Rain Tags: kjhgipahgasdfgasdgf

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June 19th, 2005

07:40 pm well the past week has been oright... i had a job interview for kinkos last thursday and then caught up with the trashy little kiddies for a hot chocolate. it was noice... this weekend i hung low on friday night and jsut stayed in and watched movies... saturday was a horrible day.. i woke up 5 minutes before i was ment to open the shop.. it was busy all day long... my bottle of tommy smashed in my bag... i went to a friends 18th and passed out in the back of mitchells car... had people come over last ngiht and spilt bong water on my carpet... mum is due home any minute from being up in queensland the past week... and now i just feel silly,,... Current Mood: wat to do Current Music: big brother

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June 14th, 2005

04:40 pm - who are you and what are you doing in my vagina~! well fuck my cunt it was an awsome weekend... BQN was so exciting hehe.... it was good seeing all the people i havent seen in ages since i havent been going out all that much... and it was just the best.. so much happened in just one night that its just too much for words.. Inaya Day fucking rocked the juices out of everyones private parts. as soon as she started to sing Im horny, horny horny horny, i got so excited. i called my fone adn had her singing into my voice messages.. she also sang Nasty girls and stand by me.. as soon as she finished thats when the trashyness began... i was dancing with dave up on chairs and then we went to go on the floor, he was already infront of my, but the chair i was on slipped from underneather me and i landed on the people infront and wents "ooops, im off my tits" hehe i went into the toilets for like 2hours having a good old chat with my claire... time just flew by and many people entred and left the converstions.. it felt like i was at home at one point.. i was doing my hair and walked out of the toilets to get adam/eve i had my hair wax in my hand.... still doing my hair... and forgott it was a big dance party... i came out of the toilets a bit sillier and done many heads in... downs stairs felt like i was trapped in a tetris game.. by the end of it the party... i was so stoned, i couldnt deal with public... it was too much to deal with, everything was just too funny... and then i run into natalie, and she just sent me over the edge.... meanwhile there was opera music playing and i couldnt cope and had to leave... i just couldnt stop laughing... natalie and i were so silly all night long... she was just a very silly goose stuck in a funny factory.,.. Current Mood: sdgfasdfasdfsdfasdf Current Music: god bless my cunt

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May 30th, 2005

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May 14th, 2005

04:11 pm we were all born to be silly baboooooooooooons... Current Mood: confused Current Music: cartoon heros- aqua

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May 13th, 2005

03:44 am - top secret natalie is having goose sex with a hot boy in the room next to me... oh here she comes... she sat down next tom me hehe... she asks me what is the time and i said ten to four hehe... im a silly goose and so is she hehe Current Mood: horny Current Music: goosie orgasims

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May 1st, 2005

04:07 pm - WARNING: BLAKES MSN HAS BEEN HIJACKED, THE SUSPECT IS UNKNOWN my tongue is swallen, and there is someone who hijacked blakes msn, and im having a convo.... its doing my head in, but i got my tongue peirced, life is coming along, i feel all clear in the head and am glad i have taken a big break from clubbing... but im going to go out in 2 weekends time and have a bit of fun as well as look for a bar job somewhere Current Mood: i your wife Current Music: the killers- somebody told me

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April 27th, 2005

05:36 pm tomorrow i think i may accidently have metal go through my tongue... well thast what i will tell my mum when i cant speak " i tripped over" i miss everyone Current Mood: show me the love! Current Music: where is the love

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April 25th, 2005

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